You set the pace then, okay? I'm only unhappy if I'm afraid I'm pushing too fast or too far. Everything else is good for me.
[He'd never actually done this in this order, before. But he didn't want to say so in case that made it seem like he expected other, accompanying things, to make an order with.
To keep his subconscious from getting overexcited, overenthralled—as would be so, so easy… the feel of Jyn Erso, naked and willingly vulnerable in his arms, pressed against him… —he'd been determinedly focused on coming up with options for them. Ways to make this active, participatory, reclaim a sense of control for either/both of them, in ways that still kept the comfort, the intervulnerability, the trust… the intimacy… but didn't necessarily give way to anything else. He came up with one now.]
I… um… should finish washing up. Unless we want to do each other…? [He wasn't suggesting she needed further washing, but the idea of such mutual exploration felt, he hoped, the right balance between captivating and funny.]
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Date: 2019-08-20 02:58 am (UTC)[He'd never actually done this in this order, before. But he didn't want to say so in case that made it seem like he expected other, accompanying things, to make an order with.
To keep his subconscious from getting overexcited, overenthralled—as would be so, so easy… the feel of Jyn Erso, naked and willingly vulnerable in his arms, pressed against him… —he'd been determinedly focused on coming up with options for them. Ways to make this active, participatory, reclaim a sense of control for either/both of them, in ways that still kept the comfort, the intervulnerability, the trust… the intimacy… but didn't necessarily give way to anything else. He came up with one now.]
I… um… should finish washing up. Unless we want to do each other…? [He wasn't suggesting she needed further washing, but the idea of such mutual exploration felt, he hoped, the right balance between captivating and funny.]