A man takes pride in the achievements in all aspects of his life. If you had been faking then that would have been different, but you're a terrible liar when it comes to this kind of thing.
I think you know that I have never found reason to fake anything when it comes to our amorous activities. You are rather talented when it comes to pleasuring me, and you have never left me wanting.
We both know how dedicated and determined you are, Orson, make it a point not to disappoint me, and you won't. I have faith in that.
No. Of course it wouldn't.
I hardly expected you to feel otherwise. I think you like it when I feel you every time I move. I think if you had your way, you'd fuck me until I couldn't walk at all.
Oh I am very dedicated when I set my mind to a particular task. I believe in doing the job well, after all. Anything less than perfection would be beneath me.
I do like leaving behind little reminders of our time spent together. Something to tide you over until I can make you sore and absolutely aching all over again.
You know I can hardly refuse you when you beg. I'll be there as soon as I can. I'm still attending to 'business' with Captain Andor. Just when I thought they couldn't possibly want more information on the Empire, they remind me that perhaps I shall never outlive my usefulness to the Rebellion.
Oh, believe me, I am well aware. And I do so love being the object of your attention and dedication. I adore being the object of your desire.
I like it when you leave those little reminders, too. I like it when your fingers bite into my hips so hard that you leave bruises behind. I like it when you use your mouth to leave them behind on my thighs, and everywhere else that's covered by clothing. I like that I know that they're there, even if nobody else does.
I love it when you stake your claim.
Well, perhaps it will make getting through his questioning a little more bearable to know that I am waiting on pins and needles for your arrival. And I hope it helps to know that as far as I'm concerned, you will never outlive your usefulness to i>me.
I hope that never changes, now that it would seem we've lost some of that forbidden aspect to it all. Not that your Rebellion friends would exactly condone our actions, I'm sure.
I like you remembering the things we've done and the marks I've left behind on you. I enjoy admiring my handiwork on your lovely skin.
Well, I certainly don't like the thought of anyone else touching you. I don't like to share what is mine. If that makes me a jealous man, than so be it.
[ He pauses for a moment, his tone changing a little. Krennic is still learning to be honest with her, but it's becoming easier the longer they're together. ]
I hope you know I probably couldn't do this without you. If not for your being here with me, I might have rather died than give in to the Rebellion. But after losing everything I worked so hard to achieve, to nearly being killed by the Empire itself... I've found my loyalty somewhat skewed. In many ways, you are the only thing that makes sense in the sad wreckage of my life.
So yes, it helps knowing you will be there waiting for me.
Oh, I hardly think we've lost the forbidden aspect. The only major difference is that if we get caught now, there's less chance of execution, and more chance of disapproving glances and receiving the fraternization talk. Less death and more you works for me.
I touch them sometimes, as they're changing colors, press my fingers into them to try to feel the same bite of pain that I feel when you leave them. It never compares to you, though. I love that you're so dedicated to leaving them behind, to ensure that I always have something to remember you by.
We're of the same mind there, then. I don't like the thought of anyone else touching you, either. I don't take kindly to sharing. And if that makes me a jealous woman, so be it.
[They're learning. This hasn't been hate-fucking for quite some time now, and maybe no names have been put to their actions, but by now, they know what they are.
And Jyn knew that it wasn't easy, the defection, the way that nobody really trusted him, the knowledge that everything he'd worked for had been in vain, and sometimes, she wished she could do more, but ...
All she could offer was herself. All she could promise was that she'd always be there. And sometimes ... it didn't feel like enough.]
I know that it hasn't been an easy transition for you, and I know that this isn't ... isn't where you thought you'd ever end up. But I cannot put into words how glad I am that you are still with me. And I know that maybe you don't see it yet, and it might take quite some time before you finally do, but maybe ... being here will end up being a good thing. Maybe you can help do some good.
Every step of the way, I will be here. I can't promise much else, Orson, but I can promise that.
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Date: 2017-04-03 06:32 pm (UTC)Oh, don't sound so self-satisfied. You're smirking right now, aren't you? I can practically hear it from here.
look at all your lovely icons. I NEED MORE. >.<
Date: 2017-04-04 05:09 am (UTC)HOPEFULLY SOON THERE WILL BE SOME
Date: 2017-04-04 05:10 am (UTC)I'M IMPATIENT, I MAY JUST HAVE TO COMMISSION SOMEONE.
Date: 2017-04-04 05:34 am (UTC)So yes, my dear - I am feeling rather smug.
DO IIIIIT. I MEAN, ALL OF THOSE LOVELY EXPRESSIONS
Date: 2017-04-04 05:39 am (UTC)... I will allow it, just this once.
I KNOW I KNOW
Date: 2017-04-04 06:33 am (UTC)Just this once? Well, I'll have to take advantage of it then, won't I?
You know we could always kill two birds with one stone. I have no doubt my talents could transfer to the shower for a nice orgasm or two and a wash.
icooooonnnnssss
Date: 2017-04-04 06:54 am (UTC)You and I both know that just this once will extend into the next time ... and the time after that ... et cetera.
Mm, I have to admit that a shower sounds lovely, if only because I'm sore all over, and the hot water would help take care of that nicely.
Will you be gentle with me?
I've had so much to take care of since coming home then working, but tags tomorrow, i promise!!
Date: 2017-04-04 08:18 pm (UTC)Would that be so terrible?
Well, I enjoy knowing I'm the cause for all that soreness.
I can be very gentle. You know I'll take care of you.
no hurry, as usual. i am here whenever. besides, i've still got one to return to you, too!
Date: 2017-04-04 09:00 pm (UTC)No. Of course it wouldn't.
I hardly expected you to feel otherwise. I think you like it when I feel you every time I move. I think if you had your way, you'd fuck me until I couldn't walk at all.
I know.
I want you to come and take care of me now.
Please.
I'M GETTING THERE, SLOWLY BUT SURELY. also can this be a happier post-rogue one verse? :D
Date: 2017-04-06 04:34 am (UTC)I do like leaving behind little reminders of our time spent together. Something to tide you over until I can make you sore and absolutely aching all over again.
You know I can hardly refuse you when you beg. I'll be there as soon as I can. I'm still attending to 'business' with Captain Andor. Just when I thought they couldn't possibly want more information on the Empire, they remind me that perhaps I shall never outlive my usefulness to the Rebellion.
I AM ROLLING IN FEELS. Also, yes this can be that, because they need GOOD THINGS
Date: 2017-04-06 08:47 pm (UTC)I like it when you leave those little reminders, too. I like it when your fingers bite into my hips so hard that you leave bruises behind. I like it when you use your mouth to leave them behind on my thighs, and everywhere else that's covered by clothing. I like that I know that they're there, even if nobody else does.
I love it when you stake your claim.
Well, perhaps it will make getting through his questioning a little more bearable to know that I am waiting on pins and needles for your arrival. And I hope it helps to know that as far as I'm concerned, you will never outlive your usefulness to i>me.
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Date: 2017-04-07 06:36 pm (UTC)I like you remembering the things we've done and the marks I've left behind on you. I enjoy admiring my handiwork on your lovely skin.
Well, I certainly don't like the thought of anyone else touching you. I don't like to share what is mine. If that makes me a jealous man, than so be it.
[ He pauses for a moment, his tone changing a little. Krennic is still learning to be honest with her, but it's becoming easier the longer they're together. ]
I hope you know I probably couldn't do this without you. If not for your being here with me, I might have rather died than give in to the Rebellion. But after losing everything I worked so hard to achieve, to nearly being killed by the Empire itself... I've found my loyalty somewhat skewed. In many ways, you are the only thing that makes sense in the sad wreckage of my life.
So yes, it helps knowing you will be there waiting for me.
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Date: 2017-04-13 07:29 am (UTC)I touch them sometimes, as they're changing colors, press my fingers into them to try to feel the same bite of pain that I feel when you leave them. It never compares to you, though. I love that you're so dedicated to leaving them behind, to ensure that I always have something to remember you by.
We're of the same mind there, then. I don't like the thought of anyone else touching you, either. I don't take kindly to sharing. And if that makes me a jealous woman, so be it.
[They're learning. This hasn't been hate-fucking for quite some time now, and maybe no names have been put to their actions, but by now, they know what they are.
And Jyn knew that it wasn't easy, the defection, the way that nobody really trusted him, the knowledge that everything he'd worked for had been in vain, and sometimes, she wished she could do more, but ...
All she could offer was herself. All she could promise was that she'd always be there. And sometimes ... it didn't feel like enough.]
I know that it hasn't been an easy transition for you, and I know that this isn't ... isn't where you thought you'd ever end up. But I cannot put into words how glad I am that you are still with me. And I know that maybe you don't see it yet, and it might take quite some time before you finally do, but maybe ... being here will end up being a good thing. Maybe you can help do some good.
Every step of the way, I will be here. I can't promise much else, Orson, but I can promise that.
I will be here for you.